Hmm....
I had a bad Sunday and Tuesday this past week, so I really wanted to be good the rest of the week. Friday I was sadly not good. I could kick myself. Several things happened...
Ok so at school I am putting on a abridged production of the musical Annie. It is about 30 minutes long with nice simple choreography and songs. We had auditions on Friday, and those went REALLY well and the actual audition part was fun.
The casting part, however, was not fun. Two things happened during this process:
1) A parent brought us in lunch, which were personal pizzas.
2) I was stressed out of my mind because I was going to have to make some hard decisions that I knew would make some of the kids sad, which in turn made me sad.
So with these two things together, I proceeded to stress eat almost the whole personal pizza.I don't even remember eating it. I ate while we made the hard decisions. Terrible idea.
I ended up having 6 people who didn't get the parts they really wanted. I announced parts after PE and immediately after I had two children (both in my class) who were howling with sadness about not getting the parts they wanted.
I proceeded to discover the cookies that came with the pizzas...they were the size of my FACE. I stress ate a chocolate chip cookie. My children started in how it wasn't fair that I got a cookie. And then Violet said "I thought you were trying to be more healthy." I died inside a little.
Shit.
So I managed to get through the rest of my day, stressful as fuck, but got through it.
So then we had a staff meeting at this Mexican restaurant and I was really good, no food, snacks, or alcohol. I was super proud of myself.
So then two of my coworkers came into the city with me to see another one of our coworker play in a show. I had a healthy dinner at home and we went to the venue where the concert was. I ended up buying some really good chocolate...and had wine...and then some snacks.
So. My goal of being good for the rest of the week did not go well.
I also started my period, meaning I will most def gain weight form that and my bad eating.
Balls.
Maybe this week will be better.
Ok so at school I am putting on a abridged production of the musical Annie. It is about 30 minutes long with nice simple choreography and songs. We had auditions on Friday, and those went REALLY well and the actual audition part was fun.
The casting part, however, was not fun. Two things happened during this process:
1) A parent brought us in lunch, which were personal pizzas.
2) I was stressed out of my mind because I was going to have to make some hard decisions that I knew would make some of the kids sad, which in turn made me sad.
So with these two things together, I proceeded to stress eat almost the whole personal pizza.I don't even remember eating it. I ate while we made the hard decisions. Terrible idea.
I ended up having 6 people who didn't get the parts they really wanted. I announced parts after PE and immediately after I had two children (both in my class) who were howling with sadness about not getting the parts they wanted.
I proceeded to discover the cookies that came with the pizzas...they were the size of my FACE. I stress ate a chocolate chip cookie. My children started in how it wasn't fair that I got a cookie. And then Violet said "I thought you were trying to be more healthy." I died inside a little.
Shit.
So I managed to get through the rest of my day, stressful as fuck, but got through it.
So then we had a staff meeting at this Mexican restaurant and I was really good, no food, snacks, or alcohol. I was super proud of myself.
So then two of my coworkers came into the city with me to see another one of our coworker play in a show. I had a healthy dinner at home and we went to the venue where the concert was. I ended up buying some really good chocolate...and had wine...and then some snacks.
So. My goal of being good for the rest of the week did not go well.
I also started my period, meaning I will most def gain weight form that and my bad eating.
Balls.
Maybe this week will be better.
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