Death Pellets.

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I so badly want to go to the gym. But there is ice everywhere. It looks like snow initially, but then upon further inspection you realize it is little pellets of ice and death. So...not sure I want to drive over there. I should stay indoors and be safe....but I want to go unwind. That is at least how it was yesterday. It was SO freaking nice. I am actually kind of worried when I go back it won't be as lovely and I will be sad. It is like a great first date then you realize on the second date the person kissed like fish. I speak from personal experience on that one...

I have been good on food today though. We are supposed to have band practice later today, and I usually drink Rum when I sing. We practice in the basement and there isn't any heat. And singing in front of people is much easier when drinking. So working out will offset those calories...

But...bikes, ellipticals, and strength training are calling me.

I think that might be stronger than death pellets of ice.

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