Apparently it is winter again....?

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So...I am on Spring Break, as mentioned before. So far I have done AWESOME and not eaten anymore mini eggs of shame, or gorged myself on random foodstuffs.

As a side note, "foodstuffs" is an actual economic term. WTF is that about?? What a weird little compound word...makes me feel like we are eating grains out of burlap bags...or our of giant cans...or something...

Anyways! I really want to try to run outdoor this week...but of course, all the sudden, it is freaking winter again. It is freaking 40 degrees out. Sunny, yes, chilly, yes, certain death for my asthmatic lungs-YES. I am not pleased. Yesterday it was 40 and rainy...at least it is sunny today. But not way in hell can I rapidly breath in all that cold air!

The 5k is in 2 and a half weeks. I need to run in the ACTUAL outdoors at some point before this race. Tomorrow is supposed to be 60 degrees, day after that 65. I think that will be fine. Esp because it is going to be sunny. Woot!

I am really wanting to cook more. I haven't really been cooking or meal planning. Recently, eating has kind of turned into a routine necessity for me, rather than being the love of my LIFE. The only time I see this passion is when I go out to eat. I guess I could make Mexican tonight...easy, fast, yumtastic.

Yea. I think that's what I am going to do! Bean thing, yummy rice, and hot corn salad. BRING IT.

I am having a strong craving for mini eggs.....bah!! Cadbury can SUCK IT.


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